The hardest part was realizing that things were never going to be the same again. That you should have cherished the last moment you two spent together because you can’t take those memories back. It’s knowing that you could have taken more pictures with each other to give you something to look back on, but didn’t. Waking up to a beautiful day and in the back of your mind you know that a part of you is missing. When you start to appreciate the little things they did for you because now you’re on your own.
It’s when you finally grasp happiness again, but deep down you know that you could be happier if they were still around. When the only thing you want suddenly becomes their presence and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.

WHATEVER YOU CONFESS, WONT MAKE ME LOVE YOU ANY LESS - GOD