Monday, February 28, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
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| This reminds me of the drive home from Montreal after dropping my mother. It was April 4, 2010. It was a 6 hour ride. It was when she has decided to leave... again. I was left wondering why. What and how could I have prevented this. The scenery looked just like this. A never ending road. I wanted her to stay. |
Journal # 11
Lately, I've been tired and uninspired.
I'm starting to slack off in school
I haven't done actual work since the semester began.
I'm come to a realization that money and power
won't give me happiness.
Spending countless days and nights dedicated towards
work, will not make me happy.
It will make my dad happy.
It will make others happy, but not me.
It's not the life I want to live.
I'm tired of other people's expectations of me.
I'm going to follow my heart,
not in the path of the constant intimidation of the media and of
my surroundings that has haunted me everyday.
It has taken me years to realize this, now that I'm about to turn 15...
You only live once.
I'm starting to slack off in school
I haven't done actual work since the semester began.
I'm come to a realization that money and power
won't give me happiness.
Spending countless days and nights dedicated towards
work, will not make me happy.
It will make my dad happy.
It will make others happy, but not me.
It's not the life I want to live.
I'm tired of other people's expectations of me.
I'm going to follow my heart,
not in the path of the constant intimidation of the media and of
my surroundings that has haunted me everyday.
It has taken me years to realize this, now that I'm about to turn 15...
You only live once.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Right brain: I am the right brain. I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter. I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feat. I am movement. Vivid colors. I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas. I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel. I am everything I wanted to be.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
We’re a nation of liars. But I mean that in the kindest sense.” some people lie to protect the ones they love, some people lie for their safety, some people lie to become successful and some people lie because they feel the truth won’t set them free. We all lie, so don’t point fingers at someone else for being dishonest. We all are, at some point.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
"With any of the Miley Cyrus shit, or any of that Vanessa Hudgens shit - I would never issue an apology for who I am. It's like 'Oh my, I'm sorry I took a naked private picture that someone is an asshole and sold for money. I'm sorry if someone else is a dick. No. You shouldn't have to apologize. I hate Disney for doing that. Fuck Disney." - Megan Fox
Friday, February 18, 2011
Think before you speak. What if the girl you were making fun of for being ugly, got into an accident and that is why she looks the way she does? What if the boy you made fun of for being shy, was abused when he was younger and now doesn’t trust people. What if the girl you made fun of for being emo, cuts herself because of the words you say behind her back. What if the kids you make fun of for being fat, can’t lose weight because they have a medical problem. What if the kids who do drugs and drink, do it because they grew up in a household where drinking and doing drugs is the only way to escape reality. What if? Think before you speak.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
This dogs owner got hit by a car. When the police men uncovered the body, the dog went over to it and sniffed it. When it realized the body was it’s owner he curled up beside him and cried.Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Being with you was the only time I have ever been happy
It used to be so simple. Like when we were little, it was all about having fun. Even if you didn’t expect to have a good time, it was guaranteed anyway. No stress. No drama. No worries. The worst that could happen was being diagnosed with the cooties. Or if you scraped your knee, you wanted to show it off since you had this cool band-aid to cover it up. And kisses would make it heal in a couple of days. The only pain we deal with now is heartbreak, where band-aids are put to no use since this type of hurt is mental. That even if you can’t see the pain, you can still feel it because you’re officially scarred for life. And when you wanted to chill with your friends, all you had to do was make sure that you were done with your homework and back in time for dinner. No questions asked because your parents trusted you. We can’t just walk out the door anymore because we have this thing called responsibility. Teachers constantly give us piles of homework that by the time we finish, it’s a brand new day. And even if you didn’t have any homework, you still had to study for that quiz the next day and complete that long list of chores. Your parents would never have agreed to let you go out anyway since you had no ride there and no ride back. Hammering you with questions, “Where are you going? Who’s going to be there? You better be back before curfew, or else…” By the time they’re done, you aren’t even in the mood to go out anymore. Its almost like we need a legitimate excuse to have fun. Now I can’t help but ask myself, “Why was I such in a rush to grow up?” It used to be so simple.
It used to be so simple. Like when we were little, it was all about having fun. Even if you didn’t expect to have a good time, it was guaranteed anyway. No stress. No drama. No worries. The worst that could happen was being diagnosed with the cooties. Or if you scraped your knee, you wanted to show it off since you had this cool band-aid to cover it up. And kisses would make it heal in a couple of days. The only pain we deal with now is heartbreak, where band-aids are put to no use since this type of hurt is mental. That even if you can’t see the pain, you can still feel it because you’re officially scarred for life. And when you wanted to chill with your friends, all you had to do was make sure that you were done with your homework and back in time for dinner. No questions asked because your parents trusted you. We can’t just walk out the door anymore because we have this thing called responsibility. Teachers constantly give us piles of homework that by the time we finish, it’s a brand new day. And even if you didn’t have any homework, you still had to study for that quiz the next day and complete that long list of chores. Your parents would never have agreed to let you go out anyway since you had no ride there and no ride back. Hammering you with questions, “Where are you going? Who’s going to be there? You better be back before curfew, or else…” By the time they’re done, you aren’t even in the mood to go out anymore. Its almost like we need a legitimate excuse to have fun. Now I can’t help but ask myself, “Why was I such in a rush to grow up?” It used to be so simple.
The process of getting fucked over. It was having a hard time opening up to them since you didn’t want to get hurt. It was trusting them since they proved to you that they would never do such a thing. It was believing them when they said that they would always have your back, but they ended up stabbing it instead. It was realizing that you didn’t mean as much to them when they meant absolutely everything to you. It was convincing yourself that they made a mistake and they were truly sorry, but they didn’t mean it at all since they made the same mistake again. It was knowing the whole entire time that they would hurt you, but you took the risk anyway because you thought they were worth it. It was drowning in your own tears since the person that would wipe them away is the one that let you down. It was gaining up the courage to finally move on, but history repeated itself for no reason. Where do I go from here?
Everyone has a secret they haven’t shared. Everyone has a past no one’s heard about. Everyone has talents that people don’t notice. Everyone has weaknesses hidden inside. Everyone has a story left untold, so never start judging someone thinking you know them back to front. Because the truth is, you probably don’t.
Still in love with you. Still wanting you. Still craving you. Still missing you.
Still having endless thoughts about you running around in my head. Still sleeping every night heartbroken and lonely on my bed. Still waking up to the thought of you every single day. Still passing you by at school hoping you would look my way. Still loving you the same way ever since the first day we met. I just want you to know that your someone I’ll never ever forget.
You have to get hurt. Thats how you learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile, those are the people who have fought the toughest battles. Because they’ve decided that they’re not going to let anything hold them down, they’re showing the world whose boss.
beauty gets attention, personality gets the heart.
Obstacles don’t have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don’t turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
MISTAKES ARE PROOF THAT YOU'RE TRYING
She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.
The greatest failure is not trying at all
Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, ruins the moment, twists things around, makes you worry, and generally just makes everything much worse than it actually is.
it's so loud inside my head, the words i should have said.
The hardest part was realizing that things were never going to be the same again. That you should have cherished the last moment you two spent together because you can’t take those memories back. It’s knowing that you could have taken more pictures with each other to give you something to look back on, but didn’t. Waking up to a beautiful day and in the back of your mind you know that a part of you is missing. When you start to appreciate the little things they did for you because now you’re on your own.
It’s when you finally grasp happiness again, but deep down you know that you could be happier if they were still around. When the only thing you want suddenly becomes their presence and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
WHATEVER YOU CONFESS, WONT MAKE ME LOVE YOU ANY LESS - GOD
Monday, February 14, 2011
Are you thinking about suicide? Thinking about how, if you killed yourself, nobody would care? Think again. If you kill yourself you will change somebodies world. That’s right. They will see everything differently. Just hearing your name will burn their mind with memores. They wont be able to go near where you lived, even your town will hold memories. Listening to the radio they’ll hear that song, remember,that song you sang with them once? They’ll step past your locker every day and wonder why you are not there. Why are you not there?? Do you want to be responsible for your family members, the people who love you, crying every night? For your sisters or brothers losing part of who they are? Your suicide is going to effect most deeply those who care about you most. That’s not right. One of your friends may break down, and just like you, their world will be dark. The pain you are in is awful, but why pass it on to hundreds of people around you, when you could try your hardest to work through it? Your family will be paranoid. Suddenly everyone will be talking about them. Do you want to be known as ‘the kid who killed themselves?’ People you never knew will be crying when they hear what you’ve done. Yes, they will be effected. Everyone around you will stop and think ;; “was there something i could have done?” Suddenly the people of your world are dying with guilt. All those little hints you gave, they’ll remember them. Oh yes, and it will torture them all the time. Your friends will think of suicide. Your closest friends are likely to go into a depression like the one that claimed your life. How will they cope, without you? This will break them, for the rest of their lives. And lets not forget the people who will plan your funeral. Your closest friends and family picking out songs for you, photos of you. Crying all the night before, and all the day of your funeral. And all the night after. In fact, they will cry now more than you ever did. Could they have saved you? They’ll be angry. Oh yes. Why didn’t you tell them? They loved you. And now it’s too late. They’ll be angry with you because they know, they know you could have gotten through it. Then they’ll be angry with themselves because they may have been able to save you if only they knew. And one day, one day years from now, they’ll remember you. They will all still remember you. The girl that sat up the front of your class; she’ll remember you. The bus driver you saw every morning; he’ll remember you. That little girl you sat with on the bus once, The kid you leant money to at the shop, all your siblings friends, the people that you dont see, but that see you everyday they will all remember you. And every single one of them will wonder; why? But imagine your family. You are part of them. Without you, something is missing. If you killed yourself then part of them dies too. They are incomplete. Every family gathering will be missing something. The photos on the wall are suddenly all cold reminders of what you did. Who goes through your bedroom? Who cleans out your locker? Who calls the school to tell them one of their students has died? .. Who tells the students? Who calls the funeral directors? Who arranges a coffin for you? Who calls your best friend to tell them you’re dead?? Who finds you? Please, there are other ways out. I know sometimes the struggle is very, very hard. But it’s not worth giving up on life. Life is all we have, life is everything. Its the beautiful moments, and the sad ones. Please, don’t give up on all those around you. You can make it through. My teacher said this about her father, who commited suicide: “I understand that the pain is overwhelming, but I will never forgive him for the pain he has caused others. It was just selfish. If you kill yourself you spread the suffering among thousands of people, it doesn’t only affect those around you but everyone who has ever come in contact with you.” Please, keep fighting. You can get through this and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will appreciate it so much more. I understand that most people know that suicide effects others, but please keep this in mind if you’re ever feeling so low. Give people the chance to help you.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
- Forget the Past-You won’t be happy if you carry the burden of the past. Did you make mistakes? Did you have terrible experiences? Whatever they are, you should let them go. There’s nothing you can do about the past, so you’d better let them go and focus your energy on the present.
- Take responsibility of your Life-To be happy you should have freedom and the most essential freedom is the freedom to choose. No matter how bad a situation is, you can always choose how you respond to it. People can annoy you, but it’s up to you whether or not you will resent. Freedom to choose requires the courage to take responsibility for your life. You shouldn’t blame someone else when something goes wrong. Take the responsibility and you have the power to choose.
- Build Relationships-Relationships is where we can get true happiness in life. The reason is simple: only through relationships can we love and be loved.
- Develop multiple Passions- The key to expanding to new passions is curiosity. If you are curious, you will have an endless stream of exciting things waiting for you.
- Build your Character- Building your character is essential for happiness. When you are true to yourself and others, you will be in peace. The way to build character is to start making promises and keeping them.
- Be Who You Are- Don’t live other people’s life by trying to meet their expectations. People may expect you to have certain job or certain way of living but don’t be intimidated by them. Find who you are and be yourself.
- Live Your LIfe Purpose- Find out what matters to you and follow it. This should be the only thing that matters.
- Count Your Blessings- Being happy is easy if we are grateful. Unfortunately, seeing what we don’t have is often easier than seeing what we have. Sometimes we need to experience loss before appreciating what we have. So don’t take things for granted.
- Have a Positive Mind-Happy people know how to control their mind. They don’t let negative thoughts come in. While a situation may seem bad to others, happy people look at them in a positive way. They always believe that no matter how bad a situation seems, there is always something positive to take from it. Your mind can make or break you.
- Work Creatively-When you work creatively on something you will find happiness. There is a well-known phenomenon regarding this called flow. When you are in the state of flow, you are fully focused on the task at hand that you no longer realize the passage of time. This state of flow allows you to achieve high productivity and being happy at the same time.
- Start with What you Have-Happy people don’t need something they don’t have to be happy. They don’t need certain job or certain level of income. Instead, they learn to be happy with what they already have. They have learned the art of contentment. Be content with what you have and you will be happy.
- Change-Being happy requires you to constantly grow. In fact, the process of learning itself is essential for happiness.
- Use Your Talents- Working in your talents is a sure way to enjoy your work because it’s something you are “hardwired” to do. Using your talents fully will make you even happier because of the satisfaction of doing your best.
- Be Aware of Small Things- Often it’s not big things that ruin your happiness. It’s the small things that do. Perhaps you don’t like someone or break some “small” promises. But even small leaks can sink your ship of happiness, so beware of them.
- Distill Your Ambitions- While wanting to achieve more in your life is good, being obsessed by it is not. Do your best to improve yourself but don’t be obsessed by it.
- Make Other Happy- The way to being happy is to make others happy first. The more you help other people and make them happy, the more you will be happy. Happiness doesn’t come through selfishness but through selflessness. You reap what you sow.
- Practice Compassion- Compassion is perhaps the highest level of selflessness we could have. Start with thinking about the people around you. Look at their needs and find ways to meet them. Even if you don’t do it out of compassion in the beginning, your compassion will grow over time.
“Happiness depends upon ourselves.”
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
My pinky is for my best friends and our promises that will never be broken, my ring finger is for him and for proof that we’ll be together forever, my middle finger is for that girl that pushes me too far and to show her how I feel, my pointer finger is to silence them, to savor the moment, my thumb is for everyone, to let them know that I’m gonna be okay, No Matter What.
Before you walk out of my life; tell me… who helped you up when you were falling apart? Who was the one you chilled with for so long that the memories seem to all blend together? Whose shoulder did you cry on? Who are most of your inside jokes with? Yeah, that’s right; ME. But if you really want to throw all this away, then be my guest.
Yeah, you might be prettier than me, and have more friends than me. And you might hang out with hotter guys than me, and get fucked up more than me. Have more clothes and money than me, and not give a fuck about school, unlike me. You might be carefree, unlike me. But one day, you’re going to wish you stayed true to who you were, like me. Because you’ll have nothing, except memories of fake ass friends who you don’t even talk to anymore. So don’t talk shit about me or my lifestyle, because one day, you’re going to wish it was yours.
Often we find ourselves moving on, but wanting to go backwards in time. We find comfort in what we’ve done in the past, and although we’re enjoying the present, we can’t stop thinking about how amazing the past was and how much we’d give to be able to go back. We want to make the best of now, but we just can’t seem to let go of the past. I guess looking back on the past is okay, but we should never live in the past. Always make the best of today, because someday, today will become part of your past too.
The greatest irony of life is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life and sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love; love is always present. It’s just the one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love.
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two.
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three.
You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.
Month Four.
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five.
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?
Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!
Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
In order to move forward you must open yourself to new experiences. There is no failing, only results. Be courageous and push yourself to new heights. Besides, what is going to happen if you make a bad decision? - You will learn from it. The more results you make, the faster you will reach your destination.
Sometimes I think the human heart is just a simple shelf. There’s only so much you can pile onto it before something falls off an edge and you are left to pick up the pieces.
Loss is a huge part of life and we don’t really know how much we care for someone until we realise that they may be gone one day, and when they do, we feel as though we lost everything as they walked away. We feel like we’ll never really care about anything again, but we do and we discover that loss was a gift that helped us appreciate all of the things that we still have.
Abortion.
Month One.Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two.
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three.
You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.
Month Four.
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five.
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?
Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!
Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
He’s the king of mixed signals and I’m the queen of second thoughts.
What’s done is done. The past is unchangeable, so just move on and fix your mistakes along the way.
Behind every stupid dick face player guy is pain from a girl who hurt him. Behind every untrusting girl is a dickface that made her that way.Love isn’t what your friends or family think; it’s what you think. Love isn’t anyone else’s problem but the people’s in love. Love isn’t based upon sex. Love is based upon two people who are exactly alike. Who needs money or cars when you have love? A relationship isn’t perfect; it has its good times and its bad times, and when you argue, you make up no matter how bad it is. Cheating is forgivable, but if you love the person like you say you do, there is no reason to cheat because they are the only person you need. Love is forever even if you break up; if you loved the person when you break up, you still will. Love isn’t about age; age is just a number. It’s about how you treat each other, not how old they are. Love hurts and sometimes relationships don’t work out and you will cry, but you will find true love one day. You’ll never know when love is going to hit you, and when it hits you, it will hit hard. Once it hits, it’s hard to get back up again. Love hurts, but it’s worth the pain.
You may pretend it never happened. But remember, at one point in your life, that was what you wanted the most. It may not have worked out the way you planned it to, but never forget that it has once made you feel that you were the happiestperson on earth.
One day you’re going to wake up and realize how much you care for her. When that day comes, she’ll be waking up next to the guy that already knew
Money can’t buy LOVE, that’s why people steal HEARTS.
Give me my heart back, forget all of the pain. I’m so sick and tired of playing this game.
Her cheeks are fully stained with tears, but at least her head is still held up high.
There’s no limit to how long you can care for someone and no limit on how much. Especially when they have been such a huge part of your life for such a long time.
Problems are not stop signs; they’re guidelines.
To me: it doesn’t matter how I get there, as long as I get there. The destination will always be the same, the journey on the other hand is a whole different story.
Everyone wants to hear that it’s gonna be okay, that the pain will will go away. But truthfully, it won’t. It never does. You just get stronger everyday, but deep down, the pain is still there.
through the darkness of the world, when the lights were fading, and the dreams were dying, you walked in and colored my heart.
I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you’ll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken.
Life isn't like a pencil, you can't erase the mistakes that you have made. Life is more like a pen. You can use whiteout to cover the mistakes up, but you always be reminded of where you went wrong.
In life you don't get the people you want. You get the people you need; to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh. To make you the person you exactly should be.
People ask why life is sometimes so full of pain. Well, without pain, would we learn how to appreciate happiness? Would people learn from their mistakes? Would people learn how to pick themselves up after they fall? Sometimes pain is the best teacher and through the pain, we learn how to show kindness to others.
In life you don't get the people you want. You get the people you need; to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh. To make you the person you exactly should be.
People ask why life is sometimes so full of pain. Well, without pain, would we learn how to appreciate happiness? Would people learn from their mistakes? Would people learn how to pick themselves up after they fall? Sometimes pain is the best teacher and through the pain, we learn how to show kindness to others.
I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come & save you, you got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out & fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you. & Nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So don’t give up on your dreams
She might look happy on the outside, but deep down, she just wants to drop down on her knees and cry all the tears she can possibly pour out.
The truth is: I’m terrified of the future. I’m absolutely horrified of failing. I just wanna be somebody. Somebody great.
When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she’s so strong, but they’ve never seen her cry. She’s got everyone fooled.
Everyone makes mistakes, But at the end of the day, none of that matters. What matters is how you learned from it.
I’m on the verge of of breaking down. The strength I have to hold myself together is slowly fading away. I just need somebody, somebody to lean on. I feel so alone and I hate it. Save me, please.
If your heart was broken in the past, you broke it with the lies you believed about love. Love makes you strong; selfishness makes you weak. Love doesn’t hurt. What hurts is the fear, selfishness, and control that come from the lies you believe in.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Being nice to someone you dislike doesn’t mean you’re fake. It means you’re mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them.
You lied to me, let me down, turned this smile into a frown. And now you’re the only reason why I find it hard to sleep at night. Feeling sad, feeling blue, I think of the past times spent with you. There’s nothing left to say, so I’ll just turn my head away.
Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, Regardless of how strong you are otherwise. For some people, it’s love.
Loving someone is giving them a chance to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
You lied to me, let me down, turned this smile into a frown. And now you’re the only reason why I find it hard to sleep at night. Feeling sad, feeling blue, I think of the past times spent with you. There’s nothing left to say, so I’ll just turn my head away.
Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, Regardless of how strong you are otherwise. For some people, it’s love.
Loving someone is giving them a chance to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for them, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that the best just isn’t you.
Watching you walk out of my life does not make me cynical about love but rather makes me realise that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.
You know the beautiful thing about love? It’s so powerful. Nothing else can make people do the things that love can make them do. It’s the only emotion that can make people fight, and give their all to something or someone. It’s the only thing that can make people hold on, when they otherwise would have given up. Love is strong, it’s powerful, and it’s rare. So when people find it, they marvel at the power of it. And they keep holding on because it’s the truest form of ecstasy. The world cannot survive without love. It’s the only thing that can get people to hold on anymore.
we may feel like dying at times, but in reality we're just hoping for someone to save us, to pull us out of the abyss of darkness
The worst of goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained.
Every girl thinks she can change a player, but the truth is, it’s not the player that needs to change, it’s the girl. Because every player is on a mission to find that one girl that makes him lose his desire to play.
I've never wanted to fit in any place except your heart
Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.
The worst of goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained.
Every girl thinks she can change a player, but the truth is, it’s not the player that needs to change, it’s the girl. Because every player is on a mission to find that one girl that makes him lose his desire to play.
I've never wanted to fit in any place except your heart
Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.
Take a look at yourself in a mirror, who do you see looking back? Is it the person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be but fell short of? Is someone telling you that you can’t or won’t? Because you can. Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do. Sometimes happiness doesn’t come from money, fame, or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family, and the quiet nobility of leading a good life. So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that. And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.
Don't forget to love yourself
Don't forget to love yourself
Friday, February 4, 2011
The truth?
Most people dont look at your personality first. Most people judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don’t like your looks, they don’t get to know you. Thats how reality is.
Most people dont look at your personality first. Most people judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don’t like your looks, they don’t get to know you. Thats how reality is.
Relationships fail not because they are destined to fail. They failed because one of the two or both, made a choice to give up.
We’ve all loved and lost. We’ve all felt hurt. We’ve all hurt someone else. We’re all feeling the same feelings- just at different times.
Live the life you want to live. Be the person you want to remember. Make decisions, make mistakes and learn from them. If you fall, at least you tried.
One of the worst feelings in life is watching the person you love, love someone else. As much as it hurts you to not be the one by their side, all you can really do is be happy for them and hope that they get treated right.
We’ve all loved and lost. We’ve all felt hurt. We’ve all hurt someone else. We’re all feeling the same feelings- just at different times.
Live the life you want to live. Be the person you want to remember. Make decisions, make mistakes and learn from them. If you fall, at least you tried.
One of the worst feelings in life is watching the person you love, love someone else. As much as it hurts you to not be the one by their side, all you can really do is be happy for them and hope that they get treated right.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
I'm flooded with everything that we lost. Everything we could've had. Everything we should've had.
When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart.
When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart.
I know; we're complete strangers now. We both pretend like we don't care, but I can feel the tension as much as you can. know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare and no matter what you think, I still miss you.
Me: Babe, you think i should cut my bangs? I’m bored with my hair.
Babe: Whatever you do with your hair, i always like it.
Me: No seriously, what do you like BETTER tho?
Babe: All seriousness babe.. no matter what your hair looks like, even if you cut it all off. I won’t love you any less. I will always love you.
<3
Babe: Whatever you do with your hair, i always like it.
Me: No seriously, what do you like BETTER tho?
Babe: All seriousness babe.. no matter what your hair looks like, even if you cut it all off. I won’t love you any less. I will always love you.
<3
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